5 January, 1999
  Dearest Anthony,
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I've only known you a short while, but it's like I've known you my entire life. My heart was empty, and I felt a piece of it was missing. And there you were. The perfect part to my heart. You fit so perfectly into my life, my heart, I get teary-eyed knowing that I let you go. Let you slip away.

It's hard for me knowing that we'll never look at each other the same way we used to. Or we'll never be able to walk pass each other feeling absolutely nothing.

We had something special. We had a vinculum that nobody but our two souls would ever discern. I could look at any other guy, but I'll never look at them the way I looked at you.

From the day I saw you, I knew deep in my heart that I will love you forever. I spent endless hours crying to myself wishing you were mine.

Seeing your smile brightens my day, and turns all my frowns upside down. I love you so much; words couldn't even come close to describing my feelings for you.

Feeling your touch melts my heart, feeling the breeze you carry with you as you walk, makes me long for the day when we will be together. My love for you will be treasured always deep within my heart.

I wish I hadn't said the things I've said, or acted the way I acted. It's my entire fault that you're not with me this very moment. I wish I could go back and change it all. Maybe you would feel this way about me too. My hope for us is frail, but I could always dream.

I never really understood why people say the best things in life are free up until now. I love you.

Raquel Jane

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