You've made these past two and a half months such an amazing time for me. You helped me experience something in a way I never thought I could ever or would ever feel again. You brought to me a while new meaning of the word, "love".

I've been in love before, or at least thought I was, but never, ever like this. You make me feel like a diferent person inside. You make me feel carefree and happy. And you are, somewhat slowly, giving me the confidence that's helping me to love and respect myself more. Both you and I know that I could never do that on my own, as could no one else but a great person like you.

These past few weeks I know have been a little hard on both of us. I tend to get a little paranoid and all, making up negative scenerios in my head of what could possibly happen to us. They run over and over in my mind to the point where I can't tell whether they are true or false. I want to say that I'm very sorry for all my paranoia and negative thinking. It's nearly destroyed our relationship a number of times already, and I know that neither of us want that.

I wish that I could express all that I feel for you in such a way so you can feel it too, but my words can only go so far. You may never know how strongly I feel about you, but no one ever knows these things.

I just want you to know, and I want you to remember that I love and care for you more than anything on this pathetic little planet. And that I always will, no matter what happens to us.

Love,