I wonder who you are every day. What your interests may be, what you would seem like up close. But I know I'll never have that chance.

I've always been intrigued by you. Your simple clothing, flipped cap, and skateboard seems to make you even more endearing, almost. So I watch you, moment after moment, day after day. You're pretty clueless, I figured, because you never noticed me. Never really said a word to me. And I was shy, because I wouldn't ever try to approach you. After a while, I just lost hope. At the end of each fruitless day, my fragile heart began to break, piece by piece, time after time.

Do you know what it's like to chase after an impossible dream? You were my dream, in my visions at night, fantasies in the afternoon, and my world during the day. I was obsessed, my life filled with illusions and images of you and me. But I never liked you. You were like a real-life movie star, and I was your groupie who would squeal at the sight of you. I'd lust after you, be infatuated by you, and smile every time someone would mention your name. Still, after every night, I'd know that I didn't love you. I can never love you. Because I don't even know you.

But one day I'll learn to do so. I'll learn to love you, learn to care for you and cherish all your needs. I will to be the one who's there for you, no matter what. And I'll know you better than anyone has ever known you before.

I want to love you forever.

Edlyn