So.There

I don't think you can possibly realize the pain I felt when I last heard from you. While I was with you, I experienced a calm inner peace that I had never felt before. All the time I spent in your bed was wonderfully transcendental, and every time I touched you I could feel the electricity and chemistry flowing between us. All that is now gone and every night as I lie on my own bed at home I wish you were there so much that it feels cold and lonely even on the warmest summer nights.

A month ago I thought I had finally gotten over you, although the dull ache still remained, and then when you called me again I was so happy to hear from you that I began to feel that same electrical thrill I always received from your touch, only now I could feel it just from listening to your voice. But after that one call, you never called me back, and whenever I tried to reach you, you always found some way of putting me off. Well, I have now decided I can no longer deal with the emotional flux you put me through.

You once told me it was difficult for you to be a monogamous person, and that should have signaled a warning to me from the start. But you were so beautiful and serene in your inner peace that I could not resist you. I don't know why you are no longer calling me, but if it is because you have found someone else, then I wish you all the best and only hope that your new love will see you in the same way I did. Possibly some day you will realize how much I loved you and will call on me again. But if so, be assured that while I will not turn you away, we will never regain the passion between us that existed when we first met. I wish you all luck in whatever you are doing now, and the memories we shared I will always cherish. May whatever dreams and happiness you have be fulfilled, and your karma always be good.