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March 06, 2010 Dear Almost Lover, |
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I wanted to tell you that I haven't forgotten about you, I never will. Rest assured that you will always have a place in my heart. I still haven’t really been able to come to terms with the feelings that I messed up and I missed out. I missed out on something that would have been amazing, and beautiful. I want to say that I regret saying no, that I regret being scared, and that I regret pushing you away, but I won’t because I know that it will all be for the better eventually. Years ago, I didn't recognize your feelings until it was too late. In the heat of the moment I realized something that I should had seen from the start. In my fear of losing your friendship I caused it all to end myself. I lost you. Only later did I realize the huge mistake I had made. Only later did I realize your worth, and how much you really meant to me. You were my crutch, holding me up in times when I had not even the strength to hold my own head up. I told you things that I had told no one else and in turn you showed me how to live life and enjoy the simple things; that I will never forget. Words and touch are the communication of the blind, but the eyes, the eyes are the windows to the soul. Music heals the soul, and it allows us to communicate what we are too shy or too scared to say ourselves. I wish you all the best and I can only hope that these last shreds of our friendship that I treasure so dearly will survive so that I may go on without anger or regret. |
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Thank you, 
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